Awesome Relationship with God and Life

Life been real awesome and I am real happy everyday. Well How did that happen? Mmmm.. Lolx... EVER SINCE I STARTED A DAILY PRAYER TO GOD :) Well yes! I feel his presence and his love for me :) I been praying over my problems daily that had made so much of a diffrence and yes I have been involved with KDU College CF. Lolx I am happy I'm been growing there and have awesome lecturers such as Mr Jaya, Miss Angeline and Mr Ken. :) Awesome peoplee and loves God deeply. :) KDU CF Camp ended not too long ago and I'm so happy to have met you there and you should know who you are :) Lolx.. Thanks so much for everything and all the time you have spent with me after camp. Been surrendering it to the Lord lately and really am praying hard for it as for now its only best not to rush it and to leave it for Gods timing to tell :) You are always in my heart and I'm always here for you no matter what as I shall never leave you and you shall know where to find me as at the end of the day its your personal choice that no one can make for you. I'm sorry if I had been over the limits on you. As for now I'm just chilling and praying just as i promised. :) Well. Orang Asli Mission OutReach is just this coming thursday and well I am happy to tell everyone that I'm so well prepared for it. It shall make a diffrence to my life and never did I regret giving up my SMKDJ final year prom for it as the Lord should come first in my life. I am so excited about it and I really cant wait.. Muahahaha... God has been working in my life ever since I started a personal relationship with him and all my praying was not a waste at all as he has been answering me so well according to whats best for me. Thanks Weeliem and Pr Andy Yeoh for advising me as I wish I had listen to you both last time as now I really know why prayer and being in a personal relationship with the Lord is so so so IMPORTANT. Hopefully I can start college by next year March as I'm still deciding wheter to sign up for Mass Comunications or Law. Am praying SO HARD for it... And lastly Good news! I have got my citizenship as a Malaysian approved recently and Praise the lord! and THANK YOU to Weeliem, Pr Andy and Pr Lindy, My family and My friends that had been so encouraging and praying for me. :)

Is My Feelings really real and will last for her?

Is it really truelove or is it just a crush that will never last. Truelove develops through a long term friendship that requires a certain level of trust and commitment between both parties. Infatuation is the state of being completely carried away by unreasoned passion or love; addictive love. Usually one is inspired with an intense but short-lived passion or admiration for someone. Infatuation is common emotion characterized by unrealistic expectations of blissful passion without positive relationship growth or development. Infatuation is distinguished by a lack of trust, loyalty. It might be just a crush for now and it only requires a long time to discover what it really going to be.

My Perfomance With Tim Au At Teenacity Home Party 08

It was an Awesome Perfomance even though I mess up a little in the end chorus with my tming but it was not bad after all and was A Good start as It was our first time perfoming for Teenacity homes party... We Sang IRIS by Goo Goo Dolls and blended in along was also my Maton EM525c Acoustic Electric and also Mr Tim's awesome and talented vocals... Lolx... Speacial THANKS to Kendrick Koh whom had prepared Me and Tim really well for this perfomance and it was a shame he could not make it for the home party and also THX to Audrey Chew for helping us to video this for our memories...Last but not least our practice really had paid off.. Hallelujah!
Neways, Thanks A Lot Once Again...
Jason Chia...

Keep The FAITH

"Let me explain the problem science has with Jesus Christ."The atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of his new students to stand."You're a Christian, aren't you, son?" "Yes sir," the student says."So you believe in God?" "Absolutely.""Is God good?" "Sure! God's good, and I will Keep The Faith.""Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?" "Yes.""Are you good or evil?" "The Bible says I'm evil."The professor grins knowingly. "Aha! The Bible!" He considers for a moment. "Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you help them? Would you try?" "Yes sir, I would.""So you're good...!" "I wouldn't say that.""But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if you could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't." The student does not answer, so the professor continues. "He doesn't, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even though he prayed to Jesus to heal him. How is this Jesus good? Hmmm? Can you answer that one?" The student remains silent."No, you can't, can you?" the professor says. He takes a sip of water from a glass on his desk to give the student time to relax. "Let's start again, young fella. Is God good?" "Er... Yes," the student says."Is Satan good?" The student doesn't hesitate on this one. "No." "Then where does Satan come from?" The student falters. "From... God..."That's right. God made Satan, didn't he? Tell me, son. Is there evil in this world?" "Yes, sir.""Evil's everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything correct?" "Yes.""So who created evil?" Again, the student has no answer."Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness. All these terrible things, do they exist in this world?" The student squirms on his feet. "Yes.""So who created them?" The student does not answer again, so the professor repeats his question, "Who created them? " There is still no answer. Suddenly the lecturer breaks away to pace in front of the classroom. The class is mesmerized. "Tell me," he continues. "Do you believe in Jesus Christ, son?" The student's voice betrays him and cracks. "Yes, professor. I do." The old man stops pacing. "Science says you have five senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Have you ever seen Jesus?" "No sir. I've never seen Him.""Then tell us if you've ever heard your Jesus?" "No, sir. I have not.""Have you ever felt your Jesus, tasted your Jesus or smelt your Jesus? Have you ever had any sensory perception of Jesus Christ, or God for that matter." "No, sir, I'm afraid I haven't.""Yet you still believe in him?" "Yes.""According to the rules of empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your God doesn't exist. What do you say to that son?" "Nothing," the student replies. "I only have my faith." "Yes, faith," the professor repeats. "And that is the problem science has with God. There is no evidence, only faith." The student stands quietly for a moment, before asking a question of his own."Professor, is there such thing as heat?""Yes," the professor replies. "There's heat." "And is there such a thing as cold?""Yes, son, there's cold too." "No sir, there isn't."The professor turns to face the student, obviously interested. The room suddenly becomes very quiet. The student begins to explain. "You can have lots of heat, even more heat, super-heat, mega-heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat, but we don't have anything called 'cold'. We can hit 458 degrees below zero, which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold; otherwise we would be able to go colder than - 458 degrees. You see, sir, cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat we can measure in thermal units because heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it."Silence across the room. A pen drops somewhere in the classroom, sounding like a hammer."What about darkness, professor. Is there such a thing as darkness?""Yes," the professor replies without hesitation. "What is night if it isn't darkness?" "You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is not something; it is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light... but if you have no light constantly you have nothing and it's called darkness, isn't it? That's the meaning we use to define the word. In reality, darkness isn't. If it were, you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?"The professor begins to smile at the student in front of him. This will be a good semester."So what point are you making, young man?" "Yes, professor. My point is, your philosophical premise is flawed to start with and so your conclusion must also be flawed."The professor's face cannot hide his surprise this time. "Flawed? Can you explain how?" "You are working on the premise of duality," the student explains. "You argue that there is life and then there's death; a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it. Now tell me, professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?""If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, young man, yes, of course I do." "Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?"The professor begins to shake his head, still smiling, as he realizes where the argument is going. A very good semester indeed. "Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you now not a scientist, but a preacher?"The class is in uproar. The student remains silent until the commotion has subsided."To continue the point you were making earlier, let me give you an example of what I mean?" The student looks around the room."Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the professor's brain?"The class breaks out into laughter."Is there anyone here who has ever heard the professor's brain, felt the professor's brain, touched or smelt the professor's brain? No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no brain, with all due respect, sir." So if science says you have no brain, how can we trust your lectures, sir?"Now the room is silent. The professor just stares at the student, his face unreadable.Finally, after what seems an eternity, the old man answers. "I guess you'll have to take them on faith."

Random Post

Felling really sleepy now. Emerge just ended yesterday as well as Merdeka and tomorrow is Arts exam which I will not be going to school to sit for it as I already drop that subject from my subject list in my SPM 2008. Well, is my life really my responsibility? Mmmm....
LIfe, life, life.... Where am I heading man in life? I honestly dont know :(
Where can I run, where can I hide from all this complicated things in life? Recently kinda crushed on HER and should I tell her? NO I should not so Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

What I Have Learn From Emerge Conference By City Harvest 2008

- God loves politics
- A disipline prayer life is very important in our lives
- God loves a cheerful giver
- What God teach us we will follow, What God Feed us we will Swallow
- Word = Aion = Generation = Matt 13:22
= Oikuomere = Land/territories = Matt 24:14
= Kosmos = Society = Mark 16:15

- A society is not just made up of family and religion
- Dont let fear steal your courage
- Faith does not put a limit on God
- God does not put a lmit on faith

My Life & My SPM Trials

Well my life is still kinda messy as recently just got into an arguement with my friends out of some stupid missunderstanding I had caused. Really stress up recently, I screwed all my papers for SPM Trials and what on earth is wrong with me and why am I still so lost and messed up again.
Might be retaking it next year 2009 though as this year seriosly gone case. Yea, blame me everything is always my fault and I admit this shit right here on my dam blog.

Is my calling ministry actspresso or Host?

Whats my calling? Thats what I always ask myself as I find myself real losts when it comes to be serving in a ministry. Well personally I find myself real good in Actspresso ministry as I work and click better there. What do they do? well they are basicly people who prepares food and drinks for after and before service in church and also for guest and guest speakers and etc. I love it, espicially serving food and drinks as I can really get wild in it and never feel tired or bored of it and it also relates to my course which I wish to take in college which is Hotel and Management (Kitchen/Restaurant Department). I have been through so many events in my life which I always find myself into serving in the food/drinks ministry. Well let us now move on to Host Ministry (Ushers) I love serving as an usher too but I dont really click or serve well in it as I am in Acrspresso in Acts church. In Host I dont move fast or even think fast enough during my duty and many errors can really go wrong so I choose not to be in it and left the Host ministry recently and now I am requesting to the head of Actspresso to be in that ministry which I prefer to be in. Well I was lectured by someone about my decision in choosing my ministry as He does not want me to regret in my life and ending up choosing a ministry that I dislike doing and to that person whom lectured me I thank you and really apprecite your time and advices.

Steve Hyde @ C.L.G.C (Sunday)

- God will never go againts his word
- study scripture to recieve God will
- God speaks through scriptures
- We are christians because of visions
- The lord can speak to us through dreams
- God and the holy spirit is always speaking to us

Consequences Of People Againts S.M.K.D.J CF

What can we do to have revival and improve in our school CF without having anyone going againts our S.M.K.D.J CF ??

- Prayer walk
- Gather christians who has the same vision in their mind
- Prayer meeting before school starts
- Discussion with Cf teacher advisors and leaders
- Pray and fast personally

VISIONS
- Revival in school
- Christians are more open up
- Back sliders will go back to God and return to CF

What I Learn From Revolution Conference?

Well ya.. Revo was awesome and life changing and many souls were safe from it so, Hallelujah! and lets see what have I learned from it? Before I get into that, Army of three, Four letter story, Actstream,
were Great and awesome bands. :) Haha... well this are the things I have learn

- How many of us listen to God has to say?
- Allow God to direct and change our life
- Allow peole and accountabilities t0 speak into our lives
- Be different for the right reasons
- Dont be afraid to be single forever
- Dont be afraid of not being able to get married or owning our own house
- Repent for the kindom of God is near
- Dont be unequally yolked
- You are more then you think you are
- God will always give us the best
- Repent is a good word, not a bad word
- We must respone to God

Revolution!

Hallelujah! Today is Revo concert at 7.30pm @ Acts Church Summit and same goes for Friday and Saturday and I am Pretty exited about it though.
Well I was asked and reminded to go by my dear friend Amanda Ooi or else she will screw me. Hahaha, Of course I will go so see you there! I wont want to miss such an awesome up coming event. :)
Adios!

Healing and A Change In Life

Hi I am back, Still cant sleep and its now almost 4:30 in the morning where I am suppose to be somewhere lost in my dreams in my sleep. I NEED INTERNAL HEALING IN MY MESSED UP LIFE AND I NEED A CHANGE!
GOD PLEASE HELP ME!

Messed up life

Why am I so messed up? Thats the question I used to ask myself always. Why am I always getting myself into an arguement with my parents, my friends in church, and etc, WHY? Well lets just say its always my fault and will end up hurt and angry. Well ya, I admit its my anger problem and what should I do with it? This month been through hell with my parents and friends and recently had arguement with Justina and Weeliem. Why am I always geeting so sensitive and angry with small matters and making it into a big problem for others and not only to me. Its seriously aint worth the time and breath. :( End up emoing everyday and boasting about it. Cant it reach to an end? and about my education, yes SPM is round the corner and I am failing my papers real badly and why am I not taking it seriously and making or trying to change? What on earth is wrong with me? Should I retake SPM next year in the year of 2009 when everyone is already in college? Should i? Well I am honestly lost in life. Real lost. Its already 3:58am and why am I not asleep and the reason would be because I am stress out with all my problems which I had cause myself into. I WANT OUT! aRGH!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT A NEW LIFE!!!! HELP!!!!!!!!! I cant stand this shit any longer....

What a day

Yea! Its already 12.10am Past midnite. :) Lazy to hit the bed as I am not that sleepy yet. Today was an awesome Saturday as I witnessed the band called "Army Of Three" It was awsome worship session with them thought. Besides, Pr Sandra's sermon was actually very meaningful to me today! Hahaha, Just felt that its kinda related to the problem I am facing now. Huddle Max was also awesome and it was also Weeliems Birthday last Tuesday and only today I had handed him his Gift.. Happy Belated Birthday Weeliem! :) AS usual I went home with the Bus shuttle back to S.M.K.D.J & Dad picked me up from the post office then home and Dozz Off....

Teenacity

I am Happy and Grateful to be in TEENACITY @ Acts Church as I experience a life changing situation. Life for me has really changed, ever since I was in Teenacity. With all the leaders and accountability that had made my life and my self a diffrent person as I have gone through lots of unwanted missunderstandings in life with all my friends which was solve instantly following Gods way with all the advices from the leaders and accountabilities. I realize by allowing a leader or a accountability to speak into our lives actualy guides and make us more disipline and not being so lost and messed up in life. Once again SPECIAL THANKS TO ALL TEENACITY LEADERS AND FRIENDS! :)